I Want To Feel Seen, To Really Be Seen. And Be Known. So I Wear Fucking Neon Orange Everywhere.


Today’s society is crazy. Social media has us all in opposition to one another, competing to see who can have the best virtual life. But against it all, I just want one thing: I want to be seen. I want to be known. Ok, that’s two things. But you probably don’t even know me well enough to be counting them. But that’s ok. My New Year’s Resolution is to really find a way to be seen, and I think I’m achieving it. Because I’m a person of great spirit and integrity, and also, I’m wearing a fucking neon orange fucking jumpsuit.

Wow, we’re all hiding behind the anonymity of technology. We fade into the ether as we fall into our phones. I want to meet someone who will truly know me. Truly see me. And I’ve decided that I’ll greatly increase my chances of meeting this person if I’m wearing the loudest possible outfit. Including orange fucking shoes, bitches.

Not many of us are truly listening. Not even me, and I’m, like, better than most people. There’s so much noise in the atmosphere. And I want to both overcome and add to that noise. By putting the fucking noisiest thing I can imagine on my body, and strutting around. Strutting. Strutt-tting. Until people see me. Until people know me. And they’re going to fucking know me as the fucking lady wearing a fucking neon orange jumpsuit.

As they say, intimacy is the feeling of being truly seen and known as the person you are. And the person I am? That’s a fucking woman walking around in a FUCKING NEON ORANGE JUMPSUIT. I’m just about the most fucking intimate motherfucker on the planet.

You know the feeling when you find out Jennifer Lawrence likes the same scones as you? I want that feeling. I want that feeling everyday. I want to be known. I want to be seen. And I’m not famous or successful in anyway. No one is in love with me; I’m extremely single. And unfamous. And single. So to be known and fully, fully seen — I’m in orange, y’all! I’m super fucking neon! Bitch, know me!!!

Wow, I’ve really never felt as fulling actualized as I do right now. Everyone’s getting deep into the heart of me. Everyone’s seeing my soul. And more importantly, everyone’s seeing my super fucking neon fucking outfit.

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